Anonymously Yours

The sound of my beating heart was a white noise to the nightmares that terrorised you in the night, Our song is on repeat on the broken radio of your truck and you can’t seem to switch it off, My dried tear stains are stuck on your pillowcase like bleach to a black T- shirt…

They say love is a choice, I didn’t know this until you told me, You were right after all, Love is a choice and i chose to love you, But you didn’t choose it too. I thought love is a feeling that cannot be controlled, But you controlled yours, I thought love is a moment…

I’m seated at my desk listening to Bensoul’s, forget you. He claims not to forget her, do you know what’s the first thing that came to mind? The number of times you forgot about me, starting from our conversations all the way to meeting up with me. And the best part of it all, not…

Christmas came and I chose to gift you because I thought of you, because I thought you thought of me too. Because the blinders in my eyes allowed me to see that….. Guess you didn’t think of me…… -Anonymously yours

They call it the honeymoon phase, Don’t know if what we had qualifies for such, you were nice to me, we had good moments. There were “good morning sunshine’s” and “good night, dear”, plenty of laughter and kiss emojis. We did a few businesses together; I had some hope for the future…. *Another strike* -Anonymously…

I called, made plans and thus our first and last encounter. I made the effort of arriving on time, You showed up at your convenient time, That should have been the first and last strike……… but it wasn’t. -Anonymously yours

I haven’t been kind to you.

The stars had not aligned for us. Ours was a forbidden happenstance, you were meant for another, and I was not meant for you. Anonymously yours,